so there’s this couple sitting in front of me and..
idk i just find them reallly funny. they’re all over each other, but having legit conversation. he always looks her in the eye(90% of the time), and pays attention even though she’s wearing a low-cut neckline.
he keeps touching/stroking her legs, though lol.
i’m mildly unconfortable.
they’re cute together.
and i’m afraid.
of misleading myself.
i’ve never had to initiate such things. and it’s a little scary.
the other party isn’t in hot pursuit of me. which is good and bad.
the “date” was like a total “friend” hang out thing. which is good.
moving slowly is good.
maybe i won’t hurt myself so badly with this as i have with everyone else.
this year has just thrown me for a loop.
i still feel weird. like i might go back at some point, but i’m not.
i hope this has some sort of happy ending.
I’ve been so tired today. I feel like it didn’t go that well. But in actuality it probably went alright. It was very casual. Talked for a couple hours, then did hw for an hour.
What if he doesn’t want to get coffee again? OTL
I had to literally chase after him otherwise it wasn’t going to happen. omg x_x